SugaShane

Random on the spot words by me. Lol I guess depressing is my thing...ha! i don't know...here it goes:

Beat it nerd

Just gonna do this, not even think it through

gonna tell you to beat it, say 'Nah, i don't need you'

make you feel that pain, and hope you wanna die

little do you know, i feel the same, that was all a lie

gonna let you go, gonna forget your every being

and pretend you are the person now, the one that I am seeing

through the drinks, and that foggy haze of smoke

the thought of you you hurting, in my memories it soaks

They all told me to leave, and pretended I was through

But now all i'm left with is wishing they was you.

Return to Sender

Its bananas what one can feel when the done has been done

The battle has been fought

And the real war has just begun

I never knowin really how ya feel

Cuz the real u exposed is just a peel

From the fruit that should be whats true

Only to be devoured and eaten by the lies around you

Not out to hate nor appreciate

But how many times am I left to speculate

Ya shit stinks and I wish it was roses

How many times can you strike ya different poses?

I love that u remain the same dude

Used and abused but wit a better attitude

ya make me smile when I wanna hit you

you make me wanna make u happy like a real man would do

I hate the hidden, that you sometimes posses

but only to love the mystery, love, the STRESS!!

Shits so black and white wit you

how you ever gonna do what you do?

the feelin is gone, no colors to steal

theres no more room for the gray that you feel

I love and hate the same things im uncertain of

but all I know I got nothin but love

the negativity sounds fresh,crazy,and askew

I want you to know I really love you

im holdin you high now on my top shelf

you are me, and this is my letter to myself.

That's all folks.

peace&love

$hane